Picking up the ball

It feels like every day that passes is a bit of a failure this week. My indulgent eating habits have been harder to crack then I thought, and I think a lot of that has to do with the fact that I'm completely unorganised with food after being away in the weekend.
I'm used to having a freezer full of food to depend on, however I haven't had a chance to do a big cook up for quite a few weeks and my supplies are gone.
Life s busy.. I'm in the process of trying to secure a new job, my mums doing well but I'm still concerned, my friends are constant feature and I spend a lot of time outside of work catching up with them.
I'm frustrated because it feels like when I last lost weight and did really well to get my life back on track, things were very very different. I was settled, in a relationship, work was more low key and my social occasions were infrequent and not a distraction. It's more of a challenge this time. More self control is needed.

I love my life an awful lot, and I'm torn because I know I need to really invest more time in my overall health and shed the weight I've gained or things are really only going to get worse. I just feel incredibly out of control at the moment. A lot of things in my life are up in the air, and the fact that I'm not fuelling myself correctly really isn't helping.

Anyway. Vent over. I just have to trust that with a little planning over the weekend I'll be back on track and kicking goals.